2011 Kamsahamnida

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akhirnya 2012 datang juga, di sambut dengan mendung lalu hujan di kota bogor. Tak terasa 2011 sudah berlalu, kejadian manis, pahit, indah tapi menyakitkan, bahagia, menangis, bangga, semua bercampur dan itu ada di 2011. 2012 kumulai dengan mengerjakan resume mata kuliah pengantar manajemen, lalu ilmu gizi dasar..berhubung besok adalah ujian akhir semester jadi aku mau tidak mau harus belajar. Banyak sekali resolusiku tahun ini, tapi yang paling utama jelas, aku ingin ibu, ayah, dan kedua adikku jadi liburan ke Bogor dan Bali. Di bali kami akan sembahyang untuk mendoakan kakek yang sudah meninggal 2009 kemarin. Aku juga ingin mendapatkan IP sempurna lagi semester 4 nanti #yes i can.. membuat ibu dan ayah bangga adalah keinginan terbesar sepanjang hidupku saat ini.. segala cara kulakukan.belajar ekstra keras agar bisa mendapat ilmu juga nilai yang sempurna.. karena dengan itulah aku merasa bisa membalas sedikit jasa mereka yang besar. mereka adalah ratu dan raja dalam hidupku,,, hmm,.,juga kedua adikku yang sangat aku sayangi..

Banyak pelajaran dari 2011 kemarin, 2011 mengajariku bagaimana jadi seorang wanita yang tegar setelah dihianati oleh kekasih, mengajariku betapa berharganya teman dibanding pacar, mengajariku untuk fokus ke impian terbesarku, mengajariku lebih nrimo, iklhas, dan masih banyak lagi yang 2011 ajarkan padaku,,, oia ssetidaknya ada beberapa keinginanku yang terwujud, dan ada juga yang sebenarnya tidak masuk dalam keinginanku justru kudapatkan..hmm..mulai dari IP yang hampir sempurna #yeah.. sampai motor beat cantikku yang sungguh mengejutkan. at least 2011 adalah tahun yang penuh perjuangan, penuh tangis, tapi juga tawa canda, penuh teman, penuh emosi, penuh ambisi, semoga saja di 2012 semua berjalan lancar, meraih mimpi dan resolusi yang aku tulis juga lebih menghargai diriku sendiri, mencintai diriku sendiri, menjadi diriku sendiri, dan mengeluarkan sinarku sendiri seperti sebuah kembang api #fireworks,, semoga Hyang Widhi tetap menjaga dan menyayangiku juga kedua orang tua dan kedua adikku,,, see you 2011. kamsahamnida.. welcome 2012, be nice with me ..

Only You

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There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.

I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Someone Like you

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I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I’d  hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I’d hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead