akhirnya 2012 datang juga, di sambut dengan mendung lalu hujan di kota bogor. Tak terasa 2011 sudah berlalu, kejadian manis, pahit, indah tapi menyakitkan, bahagia, menangis, bangga, semua bercampur dan itu ada di 2011. 2012 kumulai dengan mengerjakan resume mata kuliah pengantar manajemen, lalu ilmu gizi dasar..berhubung besok adalah ujian akhir semester jadi aku mau tidak mau harus belajar. Banyak sekali resolusiku tahun ini, tapi yang paling utama jelas, aku ingin ibu, ayah, dan kedua adikku jadi liburan ke Bogor dan Bali. Di bali kami akan sembahyang untuk mendoakan kakek yang sudah meninggal 2009 kemarin. Aku juga ingin mendapatkan IP sempurna lagi semester 4 nanti #yes i can.. membuat ibu dan ayah bangga adalah keinginan terbesar sepanjang hidupku saat ini.. segala cara kulakukan.belajar ekstra keras agar bisa mendapat ilmu juga nilai yang sempurna.. karena dengan itulah aku merasa bisa membalas sedikit jasa mereka yang besar. mereka adalah ratu dan raja dalam hidupku,,, hmm,.,juga kedua adikku yang sangat aku sayangi..
Banyak pelajaran dari 2011 kemarin, 2011 mengajariku bagaimana jadi seorang wanita yang tegar setelah dihianati oleh kekasih, mengajariku betapa berharganya teman dibanding pacar, mengajariku untuk fokus ke impian terbesarku, mengajariku lebih nrimo, iklhas, dan masih banyak lagi yang 2011 ajarkan padaku,,, oia ssetidaknya ada beberapa keinginanku yang terwujud, dan ada juga yang sebenarnya tidak masuk dalam keinginanku justru kudapatkan..hmm..mulai dari IP yang hampir sempurna #yeah.. sampai motor beat cantikku yang sungguh mengejutkan. at least 2011 adalah tahun yang penuh perjuangan, penuh tangis, tapi juga tawa canda, penuh teman, penuh emosi, penuh ambisi, semoga saja di 2012 semua berjalan lancar, meraih mimpi dan resolusi yang aku tulis juga lebih menghargai diriku sendiri, mencintai diriku sendiri, menjadi diriku sendiri, dan mengeluarkan sinarku sendiri seperti sebuah kembang api #fireworks,, semoga Hyang Widhi tetap menjaga dan menyayangiku juga kedua orang tua dan kedua adikku,,, see you 2011. kamsahamnida.. welcome 2012, be nice with me ..
There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
I heard that you're settled down That you found a girl and you're married now I heard that your dreams came true Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you Old friend, why are you so shy? Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it I’d hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded That for me, it isn't over Never mind, I'll find someone like you I wish nothing but the best for you, too Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead You know how the time flies Only yesterday was the time of our lives We were born and raised in a summer haze Bound by the surprise of our glory days I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it I’d hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded That for me, it isn't over yet Never mind, I'll find someone like you I wish nothing but the best for you, too Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah Nothing compares, no worries or cares Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste? Never mind, I'll find someone like you I wish nothing but the best for you Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead Never mind, I'll find someone like you I wish nothing but the best for you, too Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
20 tahun terakhir ini aku masih merasa begitu miskin,karena belum bisa membahagiakannya,,,
20 tahun terakhir aku masih saja mengeluh ketika uang jajanku terlambat diberinya.
20 tahun terakhir aku masih saja suka membohongi perasaanku,perasaan marah karena dia pernah meninggalkanku sendiri bersama keluarga besarku di bali tanpa kasih sayangnya,tanpa belaiannya,,,
20 tahun terakhir aku masih saja membuatnya kecewa karena tidak bisa menjadi contoh kakak yang baik bagi kedua adikku..
20 tahun terakhir aku masih saja belum bisa membuatnya bangga dengan prestasiku yang tidak seberapa..
ibu..maafkan anakmu ini...disaat aku berbohong, disaat aku mengeluh, disaat aku mengomel sendiri, kau masih saja sabar menghadapinya,,,di mataku kaulah malaikat Tuhan yang paling berharga, paling langka, paling sempurna..disaat aku menangis karena diputuskan oleh pacarku, seperti tau,,engkau langsung merespon dengan semangat baru untukku..kaulah cahaya dalam hidupku ibu...aku ingin bersujud dikakimu...memohon maaf,,meminta ampunanmu,,agar aku bisa di surga bersamamu nanti..jadilah ibuku selama..bahkan saat reinkarnasi nanti bu..jangan pernah pergi jauh dariku...jangan pernah tinggalkan aku didunia yang kejam ini sendiri...semoga hari ini..30 November 2011 ini..disaat usiamu 45 tahun...aku berjanji bunda.,,tulisan ini akan selalu ada sebagai saksinya...2 tahun ke depan..aku akan membuatmu bangga melihatku maju ke depan podium di GWW dengan predikat lulus cumlaude..dan memberimu kebahagian seutuhnya sebagai seorang ibu..tak akan lagi ku buat kau kecewa bunda...
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Hey lil mama, ooh you’re a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I’m so glad to be yours
You’re a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You’re my sweetheart and
I’m so glad that you’re mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won’t do
’Cause if I got you
I don’t need money
I don’t need cars
Girl you’re my all
And oh, I’m into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can’t be the only one
I bet there’s hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I’m with you, with you, with you, with you, with you… girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you… Oh girl
I don’t want nobody else
Without you there’s no one left, and
You’re like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I’ll be true
You know that I won’t lie
You know that I will try
To be your everything
’Cause if I got you
I don’t need money
I don’t need cars
Girl you’re my all
Oh, I’m into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can’t be the only one
I bet there’s hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I’m with you, with you, with you, with you, with you… ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you… Yeah
And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
’Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won’t run
I don’t need another woman
I just need you or nothing
’Cause if I got that
Then I’ll be straight
Baby you’re the best part of my day
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight
And oh, I’m into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can’t be the only one
I bet there’s hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I’m with you, with you, with you, with you, with you… ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you… ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you…
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you…
Karl Landsteiner (1900) membedakan darah manusia menjadi empat golongan, yaitu golongan darah A, B, AB, dan O. Penggolongan ini berdasarkan perbedaan aglutinogen (antigen) dan agglutinin (antibodi) yang terkandung dalam darah. Antigen terdapat pada membran permukaan sel darah merah sedangkan antibodi terdapat di dalam plasma darah (Saktiyono ). Aglutinin a akan menggumpalkan darah yang mengandung aglutinogen A, dan aglutinin b akan menggumpalkan darah yang mengandung aglutinogen B.
Darah yang diuji pada percobaan kali ini adalah darah dari enam probandus perwakilan masing-masing kelompok dalam praktikum. masing-masing probandus diambil darahnya dengan menusukkan lanset ke jari tangan yang telah dibersihkan dengan kapas beralkohol. Darah diteteskan pada tiga kotak di kertas uji lalu ditetesi dengan serum anti A, anti B, dan anti AB, kemudian diamati apakah darah menggumpal atau tidak. Berikut adalah tabel hasil percobaan terhadap golongan darah.
Tabel 1 Hasil percobaan golongan darah ABO
Probandus
Pengamatan
Golongan Darah
Anti A
Anti B
Anti AB
Kelompok 1
-
+
+
B
Kelompok 2
-
-
-
O
Kelompok 3
+
-
+
A
Kelompok 4
+
-
+
A
Kelompok 5
-
+
+
B
Kelompok 6
-
-
-
O
Hasil percobaan menunjukkan bahwa sebagian besar praktikan memiliki golongan darah A, B, atau O, tidak ada praktikan yang memiliki golongan darah AB.
Menurut Slonane (2004) Darah golongan A mengandung aglutinogen tipe A dan aglutinin anti B, oleh karena itu serum anti A akanmenyebabkan aglutinasi pada tetes darah golongan A. Darah golongan B mengandung aglutinogen tipe B dan aglutininanti A, jika serum anti B diteteskan pada darah akan menyebabkan aglutinasi.
Darah golongan AB mengandung aglutinogen tipe A dan tipe B tetapi tidak mengandung aglutinin anti A dan anti B, jika kedua serum anti A dan anti B diteteskan akan menyebabkan aglutinasi, oleh karena itu golongan darah AB adalah resipien universal. Darah golongan O tidak mengandung aglutinogen tetapi mengandung agglutinin anti A dan anti B, kedua serum anti A dan anti B jika diteteskan tidak akan menyebabkan aglutinasi, oleh karena itu darah golongan O disebut donor universal (Slonane 2004).
Daftar Pustaka :
Slonane, Ethel. 1994. Anatomi Dan Fisiologi untuk Pemula. James Veldman, penerjemah. Jakarta: EGC. Terjemahan dari: Anatomy and Physiology: An Easy Learner
ketika melihat nilai di papan pengumuman itu seketika kakiku tidak lagi kuat menahan beban tubuh yang berat. tidak aneh memang,tapi sangat shock ketika tau nilaiku jauh dibwah standard,,,menangis,,,cuma itu yang bisa kulakukan untuk menutupi kekecewaanku...betapa memalukan nilai yang terpampang disana..disaat teman-teman lain bisa menghapal pelajaran dengan baik..aku justru jatuh tertidur...tapi aku tau..Tuhan masih disisiku..aku percaya aku bisa setara dengan teman-temanku di departemen gizi masyarakat..aku bisa...
"alay itu tahap menuju dewasa"....di jaman sekarang ini banyak sekali orang alay dan para alayers itu bangga dengan alaynya...padahal pada kenyataan umur mereka sudah diatas 17 tahun...sudah dewasa...bukan lagi seorang anak kecil yang mencari perhatian...jika anda punya teman alay...tanggapilah dengan bijak...lihat umurnya..klo itu dalam batas wajar okelah....tidak menjudge bahwa alay itu jelek..setidaknya janganlah kamu bangga klo dibilang alay sama orang lain.. boleh lah ya alay ..tapi ga lebay juga....nama akunnya ajah udah alay..status facebooknya juga ikutan alay...huh..capek deh...imbangilah kealayanmu dengan sesuatu yang lebih dewasa...oke..peace...
It feels so different being here,
I was so used to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over - it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.
I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not to blame at all.
when I'm the one that pushed you away.
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?
Girl I'm losin' my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad, I can't sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
God this can't be happening.
I just had a wake up call (call),
Wishing that I never let you fall (fall),
Baby you are not to blame at all.
When I'm the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared (cared),
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.
(And I wonder...)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (I'm saying),
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?
ooh, i should've brought my love home, girl
baby I ain't perfect, you know
the grind has got a tight hold Girl come back to me
'Cause girl you made it hard to breathe
When you're not with me.
(Tell me)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go (where do I, where do I go)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?
Without you here by my side?
How will I see (how will I see)
When your love brought me to the light (baby, baby)?
Where do I go (where do)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (you're not with me),
How do I breathe (how do I breathe)?
Bamsae neoman saenggakhae naneun jal su eopseo (O ireon oneul bamdo)
Why did I turn on this love show (oneul bamdo)
Neowa naeui sain meoreojyeosseo (her)
Naega i sarangeui haini eosseo
Why did we fight urin wae iraenneunde
Did you lose the sight urin saranghaenneunde
Naega wae i sungan meomchweo inneunde
Baboya naega piryohan geon baro neoya
Eokkaega chuk neureojyeo inneun neo
Hansumman ttang kkeojige swineun neo
Dapdaphan gaseumman tangtang chineun neo
Duson moa haneurege gidohaneun neo
Ilgeorago moseubi naneun sangsangi ga
Uri da itja jiuja nappeun gieokdeureul da
(I’m sorry) Neoga eotteolji ara
Mianhadan mal bakke hal su eopneun na
Na ajikdo neoreuljiul su eopseo
Jakkujakku niga saenggakna
Niga neomu bogo shipeo
Bamsae hansumdo jal su eopseo
Nae mam changmuneul dudeurineun bitsori
Niga tteona beorin geujari
Neomunado geuriweoseo
Bamsae hansumdo jal su eopseo nan
O ireon oneul bamdo oneul bamdo her
You & I urieui kkeunnohjima
Don’t deny our r²Ï€
Naege wa ije da gwaenchanha
Dashi dashi da modeungeol shijankhaneun geoya
Bamsae hansumdo jal su eopseo
Na ajikdo neoreuljiul su eopseo
Jakkujakku niga saenggakna
Niga neomu bogo shipeo
Bamsae hansumdo jal su eopseo
Nae mam changmuneul dudeurineun bitsori
Niga tteona beorin geujari
Neomunado geuriweoseo
Bamsae hansumdo jal su eopseo nan
English Translation
Yo listen up,
this is my tragic story, just to break into my heart (check it)
I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night
The view of your back, leaving me on this rainy road
Because I couldn't do anything again,
I regret it again everyday. I'm sorry,
I pray, I want you to be back.
I can't. I can't stand it. I cannot stand a day without you.
My tears are falling again.
Will I be able to forget you ? When will I be like that till ?
I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night
Oh tonight again, tonight again, her
I keep thinking of you at night, I cannot sleep
Why did I turn on this love show
The distance between us has increased
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight ? Why were we like that ?
Did you lose the sight ? We used to be in love.
Why am I stuck in this moment ? The one I need is you, silly.
You, drooping your shoulders
You, taking a rest on the ground
You, hitting your chest in frustration
You, praying to the heavens with your hands clasped
I think of you getting up. Let's forget and erase all our bad memories.
(I'm sorry) How would you ? I cannot say anything besides 'I'm sorry'.
I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night
Oh tonight again, tonight again, her
You and I, don't cut our cord.
Don't deny our r²Ï€
Come to me, everything is fine now.
We will start everything over, over again.
I cannot sleep at all at night
I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
